Expertise: I Am... a cutter.loner.loser.pessimist.dreamer.invisible being.hatred existence.hater.growing mind of self mutialtion.resourceful.blood driven artist.poet.inspired.wowed by the dead.rotting away.abused.hated.never truly loved.treated like trash.abnormal.not able to trust.hopeless romantic.hugs reciever.dedicated freak.suicidal.young.dumb.purely covered with lies.fake smiles.fake emotions.jokes of how i shall die.wanting to be accepted by the ones i'm closest to.black pen fan.in need of more paper.tragic future.lonely experiences.seducer.manipulator.irritated by that voice.hearing screams everywhere.a participant of my weekly freak show. I am everything you dont want, cant want, and cant get rid of.