About Me: rachel <3 height: 5 ft 3. hw: 136 lw: 98 gw: 100 cw: check posts* i hate my body. i hate the fact that i'm unhappy in my size 2 jeans. i hate my hips. my thighs. my arms. my stomach. everything. i'm anorexic. i cant remember the last time i sat down and enjoyed a meal for all it's worth. i dread meals with family and friends, but most of all with my boyfriend. he cares, and loves me how i am, which is why i love him so much, but he just doesn't get it. not everyone knows how hard it is to be so uncomfortable in your own skin. i have a million secrets that only a few have uncovered. i hate food. i hate it's effects. i hate thinking about it traveling through my body and how many calories everything has. when i do eat, i live off of fruit, salad, and pita chips. i am a vegetarian. i have wonderful friends. i drink a lot - a habit i need to break if i want to lose weight. i have recently become obsessed with the gym - thank god. i will be 100 pounds by may.